horoscope

so I read “you are at the end of your rope”

and “fear looks; faith jumps”

it threw me into a dither

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art journal page 2016

the drum and rattle

the monsters on the mantel

the good kind house on the land

I am dying

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“Song of the Starved Soul” art journal #sylvanfairyart 2016

I love only rain today

The word Vanish is my friend

Vanish

Vanish

I am only going to write what I want

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sylvanfairy at the yellow house

I envision black strips of fabric used as binding

Loosely wound mummy style

Woven between

Skin and

Bones and

left

unknotted

I notice the everything in it

I notice the stifling

pressure

And the stench

And ignorance

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offering

I wait for sleep

And I ask to be carried there

I ask to be lifted and carried there

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“Moth”  large acrylic on canvas #sylvanfairyart

I imagine Spirit holds my hand

And waits with me

Unable to do anything

But make Its presence known

and I think very quietly that suffering together

may work

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“Speaking with Spirit” art journal 2016

In a Dark Way

my heart beats like a

trapped and dying animal

like a re-opened wound

or soft fresh scab

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“Dancing with the Moon” -art journal

it aches with truth

trying to escape

looking for a fruitful branch

a wise old tree

or mothering

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“Trapped Light” -art journal

my heart bleeds itself open

dripping small red dots

that smell like

the frozen biting wind

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“Transfusion”

it pulsates raw knowing

splatterings of shut valves

plugged ducts

a brokenness

only some know

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“Re-Entry” 2016

my heart carries me

it reminds me

it hears me

and it sees me

in a dark way

full and red and bursting

3/17/16